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new obsession

i just bought 100 wine bottles. let the planting begin.

Groundhog’s Day

I’ve found myself sayin’ “can it get any better than this” constantly lately, like every waking hour of the day. I feel like I’m on the right track and am just finally feeling…free. 

I thought about a pretty popular 90’s movies called Groundhog’a Day starring the lovable and hilarious Bill Murray, and thought about how crazy the idea of one of your worst days repeating over and over again could be. Bill’s character relived one experience over and over again and didn’t break out of his vicious cycle until he ran out of all his selfish options, really evaluated his circumstances, and then took on the day with the correct choices, even when the right choices weren’t so apparent before. 

I then realized that maybe that idea of reliving your mistakes isn’t so far from reality as I thought. People wake up to the same routine, the same cycle, and fall into their same vices and mistakes constantly, and rarely do anything to change their circumstances. Some people fall back into poor eating habits, some people date the same type of wrong people, some people are treating life with the same mentality and life is treating them with the same results—most of us are stuck in the same hell.

I was talking to a friend a bit ago about how he was doing the same things that kept him in his “hell”, and told him he just had to start doing things differently. I then, took my own advice and just started doing things differently too, and step by step, I found myself a heaven on earth. Ya gotta just know what you want, and just DO IT. Don’t think about it. Do everything you want, one day at a time. What is keeping you from doing what you want? Why are you still running that same hamster wheel of misery? Because someone put you there, and told you to run? Are you happy right now? And if not, then what’s keeping you from it? Just ask yourself that right now.

if you ever wanna feel better about your life

mk so ive been online dumpster diving on craigslist alot lately and have stumbled on probably the saddest category i’ve ever seen existed called “MISSED CONNECTIONS”, about people who post up shout-outs to i guess someone they thought was a “missed connection”. it’s so sad that they didn’t have the guts to make a move but even sadder that they think they will make a difference by hoping to make it up by posting about it on craigslist…do they think life is like a rom-com where that person will actually see it?! then they are missing a lot more than just a passed opportunity…sry I’m really dumb for posting these but they are just so insane that I must share them with the world…again…

sneak peek to next spread, the fun never stops

kairosclerosis

I think I’m infected with this word, however you pronounce it

dictionaryofobscuresorrows:

n. the moment you realize that you’re currently happy—consciously trying to savor the feeling—which prompts your intellect to identify it, pick it apart and put it in context, where it will slowly dissolve until it’s little more than an aftertaste.

(via soundproofheart)

indiana

the house that im staying at would be a wonderful location for a ghost story

as a prank, chris hung up this dress in carlys room. this was the first thing she saw when she turned on the lights =O

i wanna marry brad pike--funnier than sedaris i dare say

alezzz

my cuz alex helpin out on my first viet music video shoot - he’s gonna be a better photog than me soon  - he’s already great for bein 16 — jealuzzz 

photobooth - the only way i know whats goin on back there

SNUGGLY WUGGLY WUBBBALYYYY

 is 

the white horse

drumming the earth

with heartbeat hooves,

the white spirit streak

gains speed—

lifting off from the conquered ground

to race in the skies, instead

in memory of Caballo Blanco

you’ve been an inspiration to many

http://adirondackdailyenterprise.com/page/blogs.detail/display/1674/The-passing-of-a-legend—-Caballo-Blanco.html